Saturday, September 24, 2011
When Music Speaks
This is possibly THE WORST album to listen to while nursing a broken heart. And that is why I love it.
It's Been a While
It's been awhile....
Yea that's all I could come up with.
I haven't seen your or heard from you in weeks and quite frankly I am proud of myself.
There was a time where your name was the first thing on my lips in the morning and the last thought in my mind before I went to sleep. Yea that time was yesterday.
I cannot seem to bring myself to forget you, it might have something to do with the fact that not so deep down I don't want to.
I often tell myself I'd rather not love at all than have to love from afar. To have to act like I do not care, act like I wouldn't lay my pride down in a second, for you, for us.
But I cannot afford to sacrifice myself anymore than I already have. If my worth is so great, I at the very least need to keep my currency up.
I need to wake up in the morning and get all the way dressed. Not some half assed excuse for an outfit but a full outfit with make-up dammit!
I need to force myself to bypass all those feelings of worry, and concern for you.
Why is the space I am giving you suffocating me?-----
I don't really expect an answer
I've reached the point where words are not enough.
Its been awhile
Lets see how long its really going to take
Yea that's all I could come up with.
I haven't seen your or heard from you in weeks and quite frankly I am proud of myself.
There was a time where your name was the first thing on my lips in the morning and the last thought in my mind before I went to sleep. Yea that time was yesterday.
I cannot seem to bring myself to forget you, it might have something to do with the fact that not so deep down I don't want to.
I often tell myself I'd rather not love at all than have to love from afar. To have to act like I do not care, act like I wouldn't lay my pride down in a second, for you, for us.
But I cannot afford to sacrifice myself anymore than I already have. If my worth is so great, I at the very least need to keep my currency up.
I need to wake up in the morning and get all the way dressed. Not some half assed excuse for an outfit but a full outfit with make-up dammit!
I need to force myself to bypass all those feelings of worry, and concern for you.
Why is the space I am giving you suffocating me?-----
I don't really expect an answer
I've reached the point where words are not enough.
Its been awhile
Lets see how long its really going to take
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Things She Should Have Said
Things that were thought but never said:
I hate youplease don't leave
But I did everything for your sorry assI would do it again in a heartbeat
You aint sh.t you are everything to me
You will never find another like meI'm afraid you will find someone else
You were never worth my timeI lost count of the minutes and seconds I spent daydreaming about your kiss your smile your....
After this moment I will never think of you againEverything reminds me of you
I'm fine, it wasn't meant to be But I prayed and wished on every night star for our future
I wish them the bestAs long as they are single I will be ok
I guess I never loved you anyway I'm still waiting to stop
You are the best thing I never had (circa Beyonce) If given the chance I would be back again
I hate you
But I did everything for your sorry ass
You aint sh.t
You will never find another like me
You were never worth my time
After this moment I will never think of you again
I'm fine, it wasn't meant to be
I wish them the best
I guess I never loved you anyway
You are the best thing I never had (circa Beyonce)
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